Monday, May 26, 2008

love ya dear... *hugs*

How can i tell you what I'm feeling
so you'll always remember
what can i do to take this moment
and make it last forever
i know it's been said
many times many ways
but it's never come from a deeper place,

Chorus:
for every minute of this life that i am breathing
until there's nothing in this world i can believe in
as long as there's a single part of you that needs me
i know i am gonna love you completely


what did i do to get this angel
lying here beside me
where did you find all these emotions
i felt deep down inside me
i only know
that this world will change
but your hold on my heart will stay the same

Chorus:
for every minute of this life that i am breathing
until there's nothing in this world i can believe in
as long as there's a single part of you that needs me
i know i am gonna love you completely

Bridge:
i have no doubt at all
no fear of falling down
complete me
be with me
believe me
you will always know

(Chorus)

D/C, Final Chorus:
Until there's nothing in this world i can believe in
as long as there's a single part if you that needs me
i know i am gonna love you
i know i am gonna love you
completely

Complete (2005)
- Christian Bautista



cos where you are, is where i wanna be...
cos everything you do, reminds me how much i love you...
the way you pray that our love won't die,
every night before you close your eyes...

its true, i believe that there are some things that fate binds together,
when two hearts, joint, can never ever be broken apart again..

I Love You *hugs*

Friday, May 23, 2008

Interesting tidbits =D

Taurus and Pisces

Initially, the Pisces native may seem very adaptable, casual and totally at ease in complying with every wish of the Taurus partner. This is likely the attitude that will hook Taurus and bring the pair together in the beginning. However, the Taurus native is in for a rude awakening when he or she discovers that Pisces wants one thing one minute and something completely different the next. While the Taurus partner will try to suggest approaching a given problem in a practical manner, Pisces will express some outlandish method...which often works out better than the suggestion of Taurus and better than even the Taurus partner would have believed possible. Native of Taurus like to have the people they know look up to them, but Pisces embraces no such ideas.

In short, those governed by Pisces are indifferent to anyone's opinion, other than their own...still, there will be occasions when the Taurus individual will find that Pisces is actually dependent on him or her. It is inherent in the Pisces character to stick his or her head in the sand when problems arise, refusing to discuss them sensibly and hoping they will simply go away...which they rarely do. When there are too many problems for Pisces to countenance, then the infamous trait for heading to the nearest bar and pleasant companions in order to drown his or her sorrows will undoubtedly materialize. This unfortunate tendency is more common among the males than the females, but is a result of the Pisces tendency to be torn in two directions at the same time. Basically, the Pisces native does not find it easy to make decisions. In order to achieve longevity in this union, the Taurus partner must accept these shortcomings. On a more positive note, the psychic ability of the Pisces partner will enable him or her to keep on top of the feelings of Taurus and thus, will act and react with Taurus to ensure happiness.

In a romantically physical sense, the Pisces individual will be very sensitive to all the nuances of the desires associated with Taurus and will try very hard to keep the Taurus partner happy. However, if any failure on the part of Pisces to do this brings about the criticism of Taurus, then Pisces will soon be looking for a new mate. This could be a good working match, provided the Taurus native is not looking for...or expecting...a partner who possesses a great deal of strength.
In general, this is a rather happy union.

Being two positions apart in the Zodiac Wheel, these Signs have karmic ties and a deep-rooted empathy for one another. Although Pisces is idealistic, dreamy and impressionistic while Taurus is more down-to-earth and practical, this pair are both nurturers who prize harmony and stability in a relationship. Here, each has much to offer the other. Taurus is capable of providing the grounded approach that the Pisces partner needs in order to put all of his or her dreams into action. In return, Pisces can offer the kindness, gentleness and sweet sympathy that Taurus so loves in a mate. There will be times when the Taurus native cannot understand the seemingly simplistic view of life taken by the Pisces partner...but truth be told, Pisces is not really so simple at all. Pisces is truly deep.
Taurus is ruled by the planet Venus and Pisces by the planet Neptune...and to a limited degree, Jupiter. When Venus...symbolic of love...meets Neptune...symbolic of illusions...there is a magnificent spiritual connection. Both Venus and Neptune vibrate with feminine energy and together, represent an idealistic relationship that has been described as divine. The influence of Jupiter...symbolic of philosophy, expansion and excesses...adds a masculine energy to the combination.

A match between these two Signs can produce the type of union that both individuals dream of, but the foundation for this kind of heady and dreamy connection can be just that...dreams, illusions and fantasy. Taurus is governed by the element of Earth while Pisces is governed by the element of Water. In general, these two elements are quite compatible since both Earth and Water are tangible, physical entities. Thus, Taurus can help Pisces to stablilize the inherent sensitivity while Pisces can bring a touch of magic to the practical approach of Taurus. However, care needs to be taken to ensure against too much of a good thing...after all, an over abundance of Water can turn Earth into mud. In short, Taurus could tire of Pisces' emotional instability and in turn, Pisces may feel that Taurus is insensitive to his or her needs. Fortunately, it is often easy for this pair to find a way to overcome their differences. Taurus is Fixed in quality and Pisces is mutable. Where Taurus is steady, stubborn, practical and focused, Pisces adores the sensation of mobility...the feeling of being able to move from one thought to the next according to fancy. Thus, the Taurus rigidity can hamper the flexibility of Pisces and it will be necessary for Taurus to learn how to let Pisces flow if this union is to achieve longevity. In return, Pisces will be very supportive and exceedingly loving. Pisces can show Taurus that mutability is sometimes better than a fixed determination to do thing one way...and one way only. Here, the different emotional natures of the Taurus/Pisces combination tend to complement and harmonize with each other very well. The overall empathy and commitment of this pair is valued greatly by both individuals, resulting in a relationship where the ties will usually be strong.

In essence, this combination is a very good one. The sentimental Pisces partner will find much comfort in the sympathetic nature of the Taurus individual...and the romantic, imaginative, imprerssionable and flexible Pisces native is exactly what Taurus is seeking in a mate. This couple will share their appreciation for beauty, art, sensuality and many of the other fine things life has to offer. Still, each partner here will need to keep a careful watch on his or her emotions in order for this union to work.




*hugs tightly* I love you dear *muacks* =D

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Memory Update

Its been such a long time since I last blogged
(and I've been repeating this statement for so many freaking times already)..

I don't know, maybe I'm losing the interest to blog or something... but I still think I should blog every now and then about my current situation...

Well, as some of you all know, I'm currently undergoing Signals Training in Stagmont camp, on purpose.

Lol.. well, on purpose because remembered I said that I will get out of CTAB no matter what?

yup. No matter what.

I don't plan to return there anytime soon, or at all if possible.


Life is great here! Better then all the rest put together in my entire SAF life at least...
haha.. the people here are funny, my direct superior is a really nice person, and its SO much more easier to go back home from here; despite it being in Chua Chu Kang still..

Well, as long as I can settle down here, it means that I can start working out my super tough training plan for the future already....
My body is starting to freaking breakdown due to lack of physical activity in the army.

(yes. yes. surprised? During the 3 months of constant examination in the Ammo Command School, I did not even run once. During the CTAB OJT, I ran like 4-5 times.)

Its actually getting on my nerves, literally. I feel heavy, I feel fat, and I'm going to do something about it..



haiz, but I feel that he person who suffered the most so far in my army life is still my dear... He's like going crazy with worry over my problems and complains...
I'm like in a perpetually sullen mood many times when I meet him, coz I might be tired or just got screwed by my superior...


ok. So here is my training schedule, third draft for the second half of the year.

Monday : Running/Soccer (Morning)
Tuesday : Gym (Evening)
Wednesday : Swimming (Evening)
Thursday : Rest/Gym (Evening)
Friday : Marathon (Morning)
Saturday : Rest/Gym (Morning)
Sunday : Rest/Swimming (Afternoon)

with augmented training of

Monday : 100 push ups, 80 crunches
Tuesday : 120 crunches
Wednesday : 100 push ups, 80 crunches
Thursday : 200 crunches
Friday : 50 push ups, 40 crunches
Saturday : 120 crunches
Sunday : 120 crunches

Ta-Dah! A complete training schedule for yours truly.

oh well.. I dont even know if I can keep up with this particular training regime...
its not really tough, when you think about it, but when you consider the need for recovery time, it gets quite cruelly tough..

sometimes, I wish that Alvin would join me to do some training, but 90% of the time he's unable to do so... So, usually I train alone...
I just think that it would be better if he gets the habit of working out and stuff...

But I'll still love him all the same, even if he becomes a fat, fat bouncy little piglet.

=P

Hmm...

My application for NTU economics didnt pull through... I wonder why... my hypothesis is that its probably the dragon year influencing the general intake of students, and/or my current diploma's irrelevance to the subject...

Sigh...

Recently, I've been unable to sleep well too... For some reasons unknown to me, I'd wake up feeling lost, like I don't recognize the place I'm in.. then suddenly, recognition will slam back to me like I dropped down a cliff or something, and I'll get all frantic and start looking at what time it is, and realize its only 2 AM in the morning...
its quite a scary sensation..





bleah.. this ends my update.
for those who know what I actually do nowadays, don't get too jealous...
I'm only in the top 10% most slackest unit in SAF, but I'm still not at the top 1%.

... working my way there, working my way there... heh heh..



=)

Monday, May 05, 2008

Haha... I'm 21!

Wish to thank all the peepz who gave me prezzies!!

Dear
Simon
Haryanto
David (for wrapping up the present in 894,593,952 layers)
Nicholas
Victor
Mum
Dad
Vince
Joyce

and many others who wished me happy birthday.. hehe..

=)

... and to you, my twin, for giving me a surprise I'd never think possible... xD

Thursday, May 01, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

yay. I'm 21.
yay. I can officially have sex.
yay. I can watch porn movies.
yay. I can own a credit card.
yay. I can go bar hopping.
yay...

yay.

err.. yay?...


zzzz


I feel so freaking old.


Welcome to adulthood Andrew.
ARRGH!!!!